“How old is the baby?” someone ventures.
“Seven months.”
They glance at the pole.
“Yeah.” I say, “She’s had a tough little life.”
“You’re lucky to have her.”
I choke up. Can’t
talk anymore after all the rawness of the day.
My first venture out with Pole.
Baby’s newest feeding regiment, pronounced two days earlier and falling
on my ears like a gavel: 24 hour a day
slow drip. No break from Pole. Just over an ounce an hour, every hour. “It’ll only be for 24 or 48 hours probably”
the Dr. followed up with. Nothing
happens quickly in the medical world. It’s
now stretched to a week with “discussion” to come on that day.
Not that I can argue.
It’s for the best and I can see that.
The vomit I’d been catching in the small pink tray 10-15 times a day has
diminished to 4-5 times in the mornings.
The weight she had lost has been regained. But she wants to learn to crawl and to roll
and to bounce across the room like a normal baby, which is difficult when you’re
on a 3 foot leash attached to Pole.
Even though he’s shiny.
Even though he’s shiny.
Hugs
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